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Depression...

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 8, 2009, 3:35 PM


:star::star::star: LIFE OF THE ARTIST :star::star::star:

Well here it is again another 3 years and the same
vicous cycle. I am so depressed and sad right now
its numbing. My mom went back to rehab for the 5th
time and she escaped. I wanna call my aunt but I
don't wanna upset her because she has alot of
health problems and the stress might effect her; besides
she doesn't need it. Neither do I. I am done with her
she is no longer in my life all she does is kill
me along with herself. I am tired of it all!
I need to be focusing on my life...but how can
I when I know that my mother will be back on the
streets doing god knows what!? Please if you read this
don't say that you understand, cause you just can't
unless you lived with an addict or drunk for most
of your adult life.I really hate addicts
they just take up space on this earth and drag
society down with them. I figure why not put a gun in
their mouth and pull the trigger!? It would end their
pain of dying by the addiction and ease the families' pain.
Sorry guys ignore this really I just needed to vent a little
it sorta helps. Thank you for those who actuallt read this...

~Fee



:star::star:~COMISH PRICES~:star::star:

ALL COMISHES ARE IN USD! AND I DO ACCEPT PAYPAL! ALL TRADTIONAL ART CAN BE MAILED WITH NO EXTRA COST!

(Pen inked sketch) $2.00 EX: [link]

(Flat colored 1 char) $4.00 EX: [link]

(Detailed colored 1 char) $8.00 EX: [link]

(Detailed colored and simple BG 1 char) $10.00 EX: [link] [link]

(Detailed colored and detailed BG 1 char) $12.00 EX: [link]

(Detailed religious mock pic 1 char) $30.00 EX: [link] [link]

(Head shot badge w/lamination) $4.00 EX: [link] [link] [link]

(Full body badge w/lamination) $5.00 EX: [link]

(full/head shot magnets) $6.00 EX: (soon to come)



~::all comishes can be have things added on for an extra cost::~

Extra char: $2.00
Extremely complex chars (5 colors or more): $2.00
Fan fick chars pokemon ect... (.50)(per char)
Lamination to pics other than badges: $5.00
Lanyards for badges: $2.00

(PLEASE NOTE I ONLY ACCEPT THOSE WHO ARE SERIOUS! I ALSO REQUIRE 1/2 OF THE PAYMENT UP FRONT FOR THE SKETCHING PROCESS TO BEGIN!)

*Strengths*
I will not draw any thing I consider Porn...couple pics are fine please ask me first...I am best at anthros and animals in general. But I am getting better at humans! Those requesting humans can have a discount of 50% until I improve...




::ART STATUS::


KEY:
:star-empty: = NOT STARTED
:star-half: = WORKING ON
:star: = coloring/inking
:dollarus:= paid (comish only)
:lock:= NOT open
:skullbones: WAITING for your half (Art Trades)
:lock::lock: People that I have comished


COMISH:
1.)........

ART TRADES:
1.):icongilz-fox: :skullbones: (DONE)
2.).........


COLABS:
1.).........

GIFT ART:
1.):iconraymanfan: :star-half: (Detail phase)


PEOPLE COMISHED:
(just so I don't forget lol)
:lock::lock::iconlazeros: :dollarus: 25


TASTE OF INDIA PROJECT::
1.) Cyr'o :iconzhiibe: :star-half: (READY to ink)
2.) Rachel :iconraymanfan: :star-half: (Sketch phase)
3.) Nyx :icontfdarkscream: :star-empty:
4.) Dante :iconnaverafuerbrand: :star-empty:

5.) Bakuria (FA) :star-empty:
6.) Muse :iconinvalidkittie: :star-empty:
7.).......................


:star-empty::star-empty:PERSONAL PROJECTS:star-empty::star-empty:

(Just some random stuff I am/ have been working on if anyone wants to know)
8D
Lithium mock religious pic :star-half: (Too large for paper READY to transfer will complete in summer)

Luster's fire :star-half: (yet again too large to finish) *dies*

Random Enigma pics... may or may not finish...



:skullbones::skullbones:~~~DISCLAIMER~~~:skullbones::skullbones:

:skullbones:my art belongs to me!
If you want to use it email or note me!
I do not bite, I will though if you steal
from me. PLZ do not trace or copy my work,
that includes characters,poses or the intire thing!
I will notice!





~Icon created by the awsome cibex!


  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: My fan
  • Reading: Text books
  • Watching: My computer screen
  • Playing: SPORE
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Dr. pepper

Devious Comments

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:iconeragonfan24:
Awwww, I'm sorry :hug: :manhug:

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Live life like you've never lived it before. Don't let life live you or you will suffer like you've never suffered before.
:turbopoke:
Dragons are AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
Me likah foxes too, and wolves, and lions, and tigers, horsies . . .
Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!
:iconraymanfan:
Yes, you're right. This time I cannot say I understand because I really don't know what its like to have a family like that. I do know, that you probably would feel better back in collage, away from all that. I am really sorry you have a mother like that. I really wish I could help you out, believe me, you know I would if I could. Well, I certainly hope things get better.

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Every day I think people just couldn't get any stupider, every day, I'm proven horribly wrong...

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